Since I have been blogging my story it really inspires me when I see it starting to reach other countries. It is very biblical that we uphold the value of life. God is the creator of life and only he is the one that can take it away. It is very sad to read and see where this country the USA is going. The other day my righteous anger got the best of me. I read an article on lifenews.com and our president spoke to his pro-abortion supporters saying that they where doing gods work. Really? More like working for the god of this world. My God is a loving God and wants no one to perish. Before God spoke to me and told me that I needed to share it and tell it, I had planned just to let my pastor know and leave it there. But my God had other plans. He likes things to be his idea.
Last night at church I heard my Pastor preach a powerful message on Truth or Error. We need to be careful and live according to the Word of God. My God is at work. He is the creator, He does miracles, He changes lives, he sets the captives free, and so much more. He is an all ever loving Father. What we do for Christ is what will last.
Last August when I started to share my story I shared it in a forum, not long after that I fell in the category that society likes to call the rape conceived an evil seed. I quickly stood up for myself and the many others that are conceived in rape.
Society looks at those conceived in rape as products, evil seeds, and will become just like the rapist. Society likes to dehumanize those that are conceived in rape, incest and poor in utero babies. The Society also calls us damaged goods.
Not that long ago I read an article on Lifenews.com where Delegate Brian Kurcaba of West Virginia took a stand for life and said those conceived in rape are beautiful. Thank you Delegate Brian Kurcaba for standing up for me and the many others that are conceived in rape.
When I found out I was conceived in rape, I questioned God, Why? The still small voice in my heart and also from the word of God says in Jeremiah 1:5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.” (NIV) I continued to feel in my spirit to not worry about the circumstances and to allow God to use me for such a time as this. I allow God to use me to be a light and share the truth that all people are created in his image, and no one is damaged goods in God’s eyes. We are all created in his image to worship him, to have a relationship with him and he fearfully and wonderfully made us. Psalms 139:14 says I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well. (KJV) Psalms 139:13 says, For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. (NIV)
I am thankful that I am created in his image, and I was knitted together in my birthmother’s womb and to God I am his reward. He calls me his daughter!!
Psalms 127:3 Photo used by permission from Pro-life Christian Fellowship-Proverbs 31:8
Speaking up for the unborn, and taking a stand against abortion is a biblical thing to do. I have always been 100% pro-life with noexceptions. My heart is in this. I plan to become more involved then I am right now. In the past when I lived in Minnesota, I would volunteer every year at the Minnesota State Fair for New Life Family Services. It would be fun to watch mother’s with children, show their children the stages of baby development in the womb with the models that we had on display.
Since I have been sharing my story about finding out that I was conceived in rape makes the battle that much greater. Society will look down on people who are conceived in rape. I don’t let what society says interfere with what God has called me to do. When I started to share my story I had a hard time doing it, because I didn’t want to hurt my birth mother and I can be like a little turtle take a few steps and make sure its ok and take a few more. Just recently I post the story on YouTube and other places on the internet. When I posted it on YouTube my birth mother said Great testimony. That boosted my confidence. One of the greatest things that I heard yesterday was hearing my birth mother say I am making a difference. I was in tears. I love her so very much.